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April 5, 2011

I’m not dead, I’m just lazy

Filed under: Indonesia,My Escapades,So Peppery Random — lv @ 4:17 pm
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Ola! The title says it all. I’m just plain lazy nowadays that I don’t even log in to this pitiful blog *pats blog lovingly* i have tried many times to update but alas once i just about to start words failed me. i had my writer’s block and i rather browse through other blogs and wander aimlessly on my FB. and for your info i have a training materials need to be done a.s.a.p but look at me. blogging instead. it’s just so frustrating that when i am suppose to do one thing, i will do another. sigh! there have been many things going around me since my last update. some very heart breaking and confusing and stressful and eat-all-my-energy things and situation that I wish no one will ever experience. I almost ALMOST experience a regret of a life time if not for some miracle. MIRACLE! I kid you not. and i am forever thankful for that one HUGE chances God has given to the situation. really. if wasnt for it i will live the rest of my life with regret IT. IS. THAT. SCARY. SERIOUSLY. i wished for more time. but who am I to rebel His will. when the time’s up. one must go. nothing in this world could stop His timely time. ~ that day, i learned regret is the worst feeling a human could ever feel.

then i waited in silence. i knew. you knew what’s gonna happend next. we knew what’s the question next. but we chose to stay silent with a lump in our throath in every conversations. then i realised this is what we have in common. escape. ~ that day, i learned that silence has sound it can be the loudest cry it is deafening.

enough with cryptic emo writing. so i returned from my most recent trip to Bali. it was a great relaxing trip with my gf jane. one of the most random and short decision on impulse trip i ever had. i just wanted to get away and to see Bali again. and to buy my giraffes! ~ that day, i learned that ignorance is bliss!!

a sneak peek.


yes. we returned with a beautiful sun-kissed skin :p

Happy Tuesday!!


January 13, 2011

Thursday Random and Resolutions

or maybe not.

i just picked up my altered cheongsam that i got myself from my recent trip. the new cutting was good. fitted to hug my entire body just the way I wanted. but argghh!!!! the slits!! the slits were too high up that when i move just a little too fast those pervert can see my panty and my buttcheeks playing peek-a-boo. eeeeekkk!! i’m so 200% sure that The Mother and The BF will definitely screw or even pin me up on the wall for this. iskh!! will need to return back to that chinese aunty to make it decent enough to be worn out. The BF asked what’s the cheongsam for. i said to be worn during this coming cny *laugh* and he said ‘crazy! even chinese dont wear that during cny. orang bukan cina pula yang sibuk mau pakai‘ i said ‘waaaat eberrrrr!!’ hhphh!!

i hardly get myself to have a decent breakfast these days. so i get hungry early so i have to take lunch. yesterday for what like after half a year (yes i am very committed with my diet ok even though i’ve shed all the unwanted kgs i still carry on with it) not taking lunch during working days i finally went out and tapao-ed lunch in my awesome tupperware lunch box! screw those white polystyrene la. you should too! (i shall blog about this to raise awareness… hmmm….) save the earth because it’s the only planet that has chocolate and cheese! so, i felt so weird eating my lunch on a Wednesday @.@

spontaneous. that’s a new addition of the many adjectives to describe me from now on. or at least at work. i dunno why but i like :p spontaneous….. Ok, new realisation.

i am still clueless of what to share for this coming sunday youth gathering T___T or should i talk about jonah?! not the jonah brothers ok.

i am one of those chickens. who is afraid of disappointment and rejection. it takes me a mountain of courage to call or sms someone (even close friends and family) to ask them out even just for a simple breakfast for fear they will say no. i am afraid to try new menu on that McD menu lists for fear i wont like the new taste and wasted my ringgits on it. so i always stick to ordering double cheese burger set. since forever. (that’s why i stick to one man for so many years too. kns! tak tanya pun) so in short i dare not take risk!! although in some situations where i challenged myself (have to) and shut my eyes through it. so this year, one of my resolutions is to take risk! to do things out of my comfort zone because when you sit too comfy in that familiar place you tend to get lazy and turn into a frog. (kidding!) what i mean is that you tend to plateau and you couldn’t see what’s on the other side even on tip toe. so yeah, let’s take risks together but remember to analyse the hazards too with your JHA. wt(fish)!! Tiba-tiba.

hmmm, i hesistate to type these but wth just get it over with lah. so here are the things i wanna make sure i accomplish this year…. no. they are not resolutions. *denial*

1. to not skip my tithe. (i skipped 3 months last year and i felt terrible!! blame it on the relocation i got confused where to put them so i took advantage :p pls dont follow me.)
2. maintain my weight. (ceh! mesti juga….)
3. complete my holi-year. (excited!)
4. to be less a procrastinator. (this habit have to stop already!)
5. manage my financial to last me the whole year. (tithe!)
6. to be less emo and control my temper. (fingers crossed)
7. plan and organise things with patience. (this is crucial this year!)
8. travel solo. (i want!)
9. to blog more often.
10. to take risks.

that’s it for me. what’s yours? tell me. i’d like to know. so i tag YOU! :p

“Maybe who we are isn’t so much about what we do, but rather what we’re capable of when we least expect it.” — Jodi Picoult (My Sister’s Keeper)

be blessed, peeps!

November 14, 2009

a post on a Saturday morning in November (my goodness! so tacky!)

Filed under: Snippets Of The Piquant Life,So Peppery Random — lv @ 10:48 am

remember when we play the ‘torture game’ on a chinese wedding we always asked the groom to sign an agreement some sort of vows that says ‘your money is my money, my money is always my money’? hehe… some kind of women’s self proclaimed policy that i myself didnt know its origin but they said it’s in us women!! KNS!! ok la, admit!

then the other day as i lounged myself as a couch potato watching some singapore chinese drama, i learned something that’s related to the above. ‘our husband’s money is to buy the things that we really need / want, whilst our money is to buy things that we don’t actually need!!’ LOL!!!!! what a revelation!!

but come to think of it, it makes sense in many different ways. it doesnt apply only on the husbands. it applies on everyone generally. let’s say, on some friend’s house warming occasion, we buy the things that they need. for some bold person (like me) we might go to the extend to ask them what are the things they really need or lack. and they will tell you and let you buy it so that they can buy things that they ‘don’t’ actually need eg: 60″ plasma tv!! (what they want their children to wear 2 inch think of glasses izzit?)

and then there’s birthday, we usually wish ppl will give us things that we really need and want. so that we save our own money to buy things that we don’t really need. hmmm.. now talking bout birthday, ppl are starting to talk about my birthday already. why? it is still 43 days away…. but since u like to talk about it so here are a list of things i really really really need:

1. two pairs of new tires for my humble car. yes. seriously!! i’m risking my life for even driving it around like nothing’s wrong.
2. CASH pls!! pls!! to last me till christmas or new year or cny or gawai or the whole year of 2010. i’m totally broke now that my bank account balance look so pitiful it is so near to zero *teary eyes* i’m eating grass now T__T
3. a SB flash for labo.
4. a new fan for the room, pls.
5. a celcom broadband. no dont want streamyx cos i travel constantly. dial up sucks big time u know especially when u need to tend ur farms on FB. heeeeee…

k lah, nonsense rants end. but the above list is still valid ok.

but i did received an early present two weeks ago. thing that i really really really wanted since eons where i first saw it on the oprah show like 4 or 5 years ago. but was too kiam / kedekut / stingy to buy it on my own and rather waited for the price to drop drop drop until it cannot drop anymore. finally someone who is tired of me constantly chirping about it just bought it and shoved it to me. eheheheeee…. it’s the most wanted bday gift of the year!!! and that person is none other that The Boyfriend la! will display once all the mess end. yahoooo!!!! no, not telling wat it is just yet. it’s a high-tech thing for a sakai girl like me! actually not really high-tech oso but it’s cool!! ^^

alright, till my next post (dunno when will that be :p)

be blessed, ppl!!

i live to learn and i learn to live with it

October 29, 2009

i’ve been busy…. really??!

Filed under: Snippets Of The Piquant Life — lv @ 5:24 pm
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Oh yeah… that explains the lack of updates. Heeeee…. ^.^

Well, not that u visit my blog regularly pun. am i right? So that makes us even! :p

I know u never ask me what the heck have i been doing but as the owner of this spicy (as if) blog i feel obliged to at least put up some updates :p

So here you go in the count of 3… 2…. 1….

1. I’ve been busy
flying! No, no, not with feathery wings that spread out from my back like the eagle’s. I mean i’ve been busy flying with MAS and AA. owh! Firefly too!! all on personal and business and leisure and holidays. KK and Kemaman were among the destinations.


top: in kemaman. that's a local delicacy called Satar. a fish snack in Terengganu Malay cuisine. a mixture of pounded fish, shallots, coconut milk and cili padi wrapped in banana leaf and barbecue over low fire. bottom; my first time flying with Fireflyz

2. I’ve been busy
being a main bride’s maid for my darling Scarlet’s wedding, which was a major fail!! With Labo along i totally neglected my main role to take good care of the bride. I didn’t even know what’s the purpose of the hand fan!! oh dear… my beautiful bride went all sweaty cos her stupid bride’s maid never use the fan on her…. *sigh*


top: the hand fan that i never use to fan my bride.... bottom: a fren told me that it is good to buy something that could last long with the ji mui's ang pow money. so this is what i got for myself with my ang pow cash 😀 i never use them yet cos i dunno what are their respective function. o.O

3. I’ve been busy
giving training. Oh u should see the participant’s certificates. Hahaha!! Since when did i become a Training Principal? Hmmmm…. we Malaysian are really good at titles, no? :p anyhoo, i was very very flattered. heeee~~

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lookie... lookie... whose name is that at the right side?!! *kembang*

4. I’ve been busy
attending meeting and workshop.


top and bottom left: during workshop. bottom right: ok ok... it doesnt look like a meeting at all but who take freaking photo during meeting, right? so i settle down with one in the ladies. KNS!! o.O say watever u wanna say *whistle away both hands in the pockets*

5. I’ve been busy
enjoying my-sakai-self in a 5 star hotel which was fully paid and having the room all by myself.


clockwise: room no. > the room... i know... the tv, right?! maybe they still want something old school > view from my balcony > acting!

6. I’ve been busy
worrying about domestic matter. Tsk! Some project i’m currently doing lah. lazy to explain. Enough saying that it gaves me a pain in the neck and a big hole to my tiny pocket!! ok i am officially broke!!! T_______T

7. I’ve been busy
(this one related to the above) arguing and literally yelling at my house contractor who managed to raise my temperature level up that u can cook a half boiled egg on my head. *smokes coming out from both ears* but that’s a sad story for another time. good news is that I’ve got rid of the bloodsucker eh no moneysucker and energysucker are more like it!!

8. I’ve been busy
meeting up with The Boyfriend. ok why is this entitled to be in the list? owh… it’s because i have to take 2-3 hours ride to get to him and another 2-3 hours back.

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obviously he is not The Boyfriend. but he is always around whenever we hang out nowadays. everyone, this is Olsen our friends son and he is very good looking i tell u.

9. I’ve been busy
tending my farms on facebook. fyi, my farmvile now is at level 31, my farmtown is at level 29, my barn buddy is at level 28 (i m no. 1 among all my neighbours. Yay!) aiihh… all these virtual farms are insanely addicting!! KNS!!

my farmville

my farmtown

barn buddy

10. I’ve been busy
guiding and teaching The Boyfriend how to play all those facebook farming games crap and he is now getting ahead of me T__T Ooops! That makes two of us :p *regret for introducing him to all these craps*

11. I’ve been busy
doing my dirty job on site under the hot sun in my stinky coverall with my heavy equipment bag. Hisk!! why can’t i get a more glamour job than this?! T__T

12. I’ve been busy
stuffing my lusty mouth and greedy stomach with all the seasonal fruits like durians, rambutan, langsat, buah mata kucing and buah dabai.


clockwise: durian, dabai, rambutan and langsat. (i dunno what they called in english, and since this is not a science subject so i'll spare their scietific names)

13. I’ve been busy
being a bookworm. I miss being a bookworm. It is so me!! 😀 so i was actually spending most of my free time reading the three sequels of Twilight saga. I read Twilight few months ago so when i started with the second book this month it took me a while to recall who is who especially those ‘friends’ characters. Overall i was enthralled with the magical storylines and especially love the way miss Meyer weaved her words in such great details for each characters and moods. Every time i hold those books in my hands i felt as if i was sucked down into the earth (u know those time machine thingy on tv? ya.. that body swirling process an then being sucked into it) and transported to the dark and sunless world of the vamps and werewolf…. eeeee….. btw, i love the big brown fury wolf in all the last three books (i am not gonna spoil anything here, see i am so good)


14. I’ve been busy
catching up with my sleep. my tireless sleep. wait. tireless sleep? does sleeping ever been so tiring? doesn’t by sleeping u are suppose to be resting instead of being restless? well, strangely i do feel tired sometimes. when i woke up from my slumber i felt so restless that i felt my body ached and screamed for some more rest but i just couldn’t continue because i was already late for work. KNS!! (too many nightmares, maybe!) *sigh*

15. I’ve been busy
doing any normal human being do all the time eg: eating, watching TV, playing loco rocco and diner dash on psp, plucking my armpit hair, trimming my eye brows, goin to the loo, feeding the cat, cooking maggie mee etc… etc…

Hmm… wow!! i was that busy, huh!! *cough*

notice i didnt list anything about photography? that’s because i was quote too busy unquote with all of the above that i do not have time to edit all my photos T_T

*sound of crickets*

Ok ok… i was procrastinating!!!!!!!!!!! i was being lazzzzzzyyyy!!!!!!

Anyhoo, stay tune with my next photo post 🙂

Ohya, all photos were taken from misture of my cameraphone, my compact digicam and Labo.

Be blessed, ppl!

i live to learn and i learn to live with it

July 11, 2009

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