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January 8, 2011

2010, in my heart

Filed under: General,Snippets Of The Piquant Life — lv @ 11:21 pm
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I KNOW…. it’s already the 8th day of 2011. but i didnt get the time to pen down my goodbye to 2010 last week so here it is.

well… well… time is a thief!!!!!

they lied. it didnt fly. it rocketed!!!!

and just as fast as the lighting hit the soil of the football field, 2011 will definitely gone in just a blink. believe me. or at least for me. because this year — is gonna be my very super duper mega ultra BUSY year!! *cries* i am nervous but i choose not to think too much of what’s in store although at the back of my head is a jumble of chaotic miles and miles of things-to-do-list!!!!! OMG!!!! how can i cope with it??!!! OK OK…. before i whine any further i just wanna recap the highlight of 2010. well, not so much of any highlight. just…. things / events i want to remember. just so that when people around me talk about it i know it happened in 2010. and some might not be mentioned here. they are always tucked somewhere in that small space of my heart. forever.

i want to remember…
-the sleepless night i thought about my relocation.
-the difficulties of hunting for a room.
-the feeling of driving thunder for the first time and felt the pinch the first time i had to pay for 2 liabilities.
-the depression and disappointment that i’ve been through over mistakes that i’ve made.
-the love (so much love) that i received from people i heart.
-that distance does make the hearts grow fonder (that’s why i receive so much love. they missed me! so do i)
-the kindness of people around me. i am forever thankful.
-the feeling of lying on my own bed whenever i return home.
-the friendships i’ve made. owh… you awesome people just made my 2010 a better year.
-the day i’ve been Gotcha-ed and ridiculed by JJ and Ean of hitz.fm. listening to my own voice on radio was weird.
-feeling down and feeling left out after my 2 fav girls finally tied the knot. pls dont get me wrong i was happy for them ok it’s just a phase.
-the many roadtrips that i had. joyrides with people i adore.
-the night when yien’s toenail came off during our holiday in kk and the rush to the clinic.
-the day we celebrated The Bf’s birthday.
-how obsessed i was with running.
-those shy walks at botanical park with boring work related topics.
-that special camaraderie that made sms a new addiction.
-my 1st vacation with my bestest lady boss in the whole wide world.
-the nervouseness of touching the kangaroos.
-the slumber party for the cousin’s hen’s night!!
-how hectic and stressful it can be being your cousin’s wedding coordinator.
-the slow walk of being a bride’s maid.
-my birthday came early!! haha…
-every single minutes spent with the family. families.
-every laugthers, perasan-ness, cries, yells during every family gatherings.
-lying on the street witnessing the fireworks at taipei 101 with the bestie. the darling.
-YOUR love. who took time to drop by and took courage to comment. i read and appreciate every single of it.
-the utmost important of all. My God is awesome!! He is the only reason that everything was possible throughout 2010.

i just want to remember….. the good. the bad. the ups. the downs of downs. big ones. small ones. ALL of it.

i’m not the one who list resolution for fear i could not keep up with my own words but as i said earlier i do have miles and miles of lists of things-to-do this year that i need to accomplish. let us strive for better than best in everything we do. count every blessings. love more. give more. live fully.

because a post is so dull without any image so here’s me and taipei 101 wishing everyone Happy 8th day of 2011!!

be blessed, peeps!

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January 20, 2010

Twenty

Filed under: So Peppery Random — lv @ 8:45 pm
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today is 20.01.2010 the twentieth day of the new year. and it is also The Bother’s birthday who turned 24y.o but who still act like a 14y.o KNS! T__T

so on this 20th day of the year i wanna list the 20-things-that-i’ve-done in 2009 in random order;

1. zero traffic offence and parking offence *proud*
2. budget holiday to Bali with The Friends. YahooOO!!
3. holiday in Sg. (twice)
4. stretched my workscope further.
5. photographed four beautiful weddings. as OP and NOP.
6. bought a potrait lense 50mm f1.4.
7. bought a wide angle lense.
8. done Home Improvement Project. tought and rough one this one! T__T
9. joined the Outreach Ministry to Lawas
10. paint my room with new colour and put some print on it. awesome!! 🙂
11. permed my hair
12. met some wonderful inspiring ppl. u know who u are!!
13. photographed the Sg. skyline!! yippie!!
14. went back to The Mother’s kampung (Lawas) for krismas 🙂
15. photographed a Baby Bump session. yay!!
16. a job in Kemaman, finally!
17. a training in Cakerawala (msia-thailand platform) and TOTAL in Brn
18. stretched my workscope to another level.
19. hmmm… lemme think…
20. no, i think that’s all

i can’t even finish the 20 list. so pathetic T__T and it is truly what it’s like for me in 2009. it was a rough and bumpy along the way. many times i feel so helpless and anger is the easiest way to vent my wrath and disappointment. when 2008 was a year i saved like crazy, 2009 was a year i spent every dime of it!! when 2008 was a year full of beautiful and wonderous surprises to me, 2009 was a year where my temper, patience and faith were being tested to the max. where i was at the peak of depression phase which mostly i just let it pass without record in this blog. i was too engrossed with everything i did, plan and the chaos that i let myself slipped to the sidewalk in my commitment in my walk with Him… huhuhuhu….. why am i like this?! T__T nevertheless i am forever thankful for everything that has happened cos i know the good God was and is always there in every difficult situation.

2010, many might have set their resolutions for the year. but not me. honestly i’m not a kinda person who make resolution. or should i say i dread it like a vampire dread the warewolf. i dread the feelings when i couldn’t keep up with my own words. sometimes after making resolutions and then not being able to fulfill them makes me feel disappointed, then i’ll beat myself or cry a bucket for failing to live up to my words and feel like a loser T_T

But that doesn’t mean u cannot set a goal or commitment in your life. A goal drives you to be better and a sense of purpose in life. But any goal or plan won’t be possible if you don’t put God at the centre of everything. I do have my own goals for this year. some i carried forward from previous previous years that’s still require relentless prayers to come true. godplshelpme!

but since i am still in the listing mood, so on this 20th day of 2010 here are my 20-things-i-wanna-do list (in random priority);

1. save at least half the amount of money that’s ive spent last year!! (in doubt, cos i am still spending for some final touch up on the project T__T)
2. go for another budget holiday with frens 🙂
3. relocate to another station?! :p
4. commit no traffic offence :p
5. get my Tupperware sells moving…. haha!! try to get commision this year. anyone interested to buy?!
6. to be a better person than last year.
7. to learn and gain more knowledge in what i am currently doing
8. to help at least one person realise his / her dream in a small way i can
9. to get an external flash!!! MUST!!!!
10. to be less lazy and renew my commitment :p
11. to take my photography to the next level eg: attend a workshop or anything like that
12. take good care of my own health
13. to spend more time with the family
14. to make a photo collage out of my so many photos and frame them (long time intention)
15. to be happier
16. invest in something worthwhile
17. earn more mulah
18. to record my budget like i used to do
19. learn more cooking recipes (aiihh… my kitchen skill super rusty nowadays T__T)
20. learn to make cheesecakes

that’s about it. i cant believe i did this list. random 20 things that came across my mind at the moment i type this. let’s hope i can scratch all of them by the end of the year.

anyhoo, i have photos coming up so here’s a sneak peek 🙂

fierce groom entourage

be blessed, ppl!!

♥ cilipadi

i live to learn and i learn to live with it

January 1, 2010

Happy New Year 2010!!

Filed under: Snippets Of The Piquant Life — lv @ 11:34 pm
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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 EVERYONE!!!!! 😀

just came back from the kampung a day before the NYE
got a serious backache though T___T
i guess i am still not used to long journey drive
even though i wasnt the one who drove
looked like i feel more tired than the the driver – The Mother

i wanted to post some reflective post
reflection of many many reflections of the passed year
or ambitious self-motivating post of hope and goal for the new year
but i guess i am still not over with the holiday mood yet
plus i am typing this while watching Mr. Bean Holiday the Movie on tv. haha!!
it’s hard to write serious thought with this guy around
can u?

i’ll try to make up with the long absence asap
i have so many outdated post coming up
but who wants to read things that is outdated? T__T

hmmm…. but why do i feel so lonely and empty and hopeless and lost?!
and why do i feel like i’m gonna lose something?! T___T
maybe it’s time…..

“In all your ways acknowledge Him, and he shall direct your paths” Proverbs 3:6

oh well, i should start from there 🙂

i live to learn and i learn to live with it

be blessed, ppl!

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