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February 21, 2011

Monday Musings

Filed under: Hot & Zesty People,Monday Musings — lv @ 11:01 pm
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10.19p.m. and i am still at the office. rushing for datelines. oh my. it has been so long since i last do this kind of work and frankly i kinda enjoy it sometimes. and i thank God for FRIEND!! a good friend is here who is kind enough to accompany me. actually it’s more than i begged and dragged him to. he’s watching the tv and he’ll kill me if he see me updating this blog instead of working so i better be fast :p

a memory of a long time friend slip into my mind last night. a friendship now that shamefully more just as acquaintance these days. time and geography changed us. slowly robbed away our heart towards each other. or maybe it’s just me. but there’s more to it. there are too many layers of surfaces before i could reach that once a very comforting feelings of being together. whenever i try to peel each of it i cant seem to reach the bottom of it. not even the center of it. i reminisce our days back then. one fine night always come to mind in clear vivid scene.

it’s your hand…. knowing my pain, my scarred young heart that wasnt used to such turmoil, you hold my hands. we walked hand in hand in the twilight without looking at each other but in firm grips. silence. we pretended to ignore the horrid situation until you said “hey, it’s ok to cry u know. if you want to. you’ll feel better if you just cry it out.” and my tears dropped rapidly even before you finish the sentence. maybe you heard my silent sobs although i’ve tried hard not to release any sound. without looking at each other you knew…. and that my dear friend i miss the most about you….. a real friend who doesnt need to be told that she / he is needed when hard times struck. a friend who pretended not to care on the outside as you want to but care enough on the inside to just hold your hands and understand. dear friend, i know you dont read my blog but i wish you and family well. now and forever be blessed.

so thank God for friends….

be blessed, peeps!

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4 Comments »

  1. In my opinion,it is very rare to find such friends. And that is why it hurts so much when you are no more friends with that person,whatever be the reason. I know because i once had such a friend.

    Great post! Brought some old memories back.

    Comment by pareshnakhe — February 22, 2011 @ 12:07 am | Reply

    • pareshnake,

      thanks 🙂 we are still friends just that the feelings now is very different than it used to be. oh well, memories…

      Comment by lv — February 25, 2011 @ 2:26 pm | Reply

  2. Reading this particular post brings me to a conclusion that our only true friend that will stay with us no matter what is our heavenly dad. Yes He gives us friends on earth, but the fact that we are human and we tend to hurt each other makes me cringe at the thought of it.
    As i was reading your post, at the same time i tried to recall if i ever had such friends, all i can remember is just bitter memories and hurts and betrayals. I must say its def not from one side but both. I cant always point fingers. I have my part that flaws as well.

    i thank god for friends but i thank god even more for being a true friend.

    Comment by Makeupgeeek — February 22, 2011 @ 10:16 am | Reply

    • ya, such is life…. i think most of us go through this faded-by-time-friendship kinda thing but i am thankful and blessed that i still have handful of really good friends that i can confide to. nevertheless, above all true friend can only be found in Him who has suffered even for those who dont call him friend T.T *suddenly emo*

      Comment by lv — February 25, 2011 @ 2:34 pm | Reply


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